Him.

First he’ll make your heart skip beats and then he’ll make your insides ache until you forget the difference between love and hate. He was honestly different than any other guy I’d ever cared about. Other guys would give me butterflies while he…he gave me bluebirds. Others made me happy, he made me radiant. The others were cute, he was beautiful. I don’t just mean his looks, his personality at times too. He was the type of person you could have deep talks with at 3am. Honesty he was the guy I could picture a future with. I have seen different parts of him over the last year. He has shown me his best and his worse. Others say he treats me like shit and sometimes I agree, but there’s just something about that lean, freckled, olive skinned, hazel-eyed, curly black haired boy that drives me back to him no matter how many times he hurts me. It like…it’s my instinct.

6/7/16